Then I also : just love hanging with friends and drinking.
He offered me ::: marijuana and alcohol preceding the shoot.
I had ::: just turned 18 at the time of the first video and was out on my own.
I don't believe that is actually relevant here.
Are you mad at the system at all, that essentially forced you to work several jobs and do porn that you didn't want to do in order to make ends meet? And most of the ::: girls that get recruited are naive and just don't know they can say no.
It is what it is.